Today was an absolutely amazing day that began on a rather rough note. I’m just amazed at how even in the worst of situations, love can overcome. I have never been the kind of person to NOT hold a grudge, but today I realized that love makes you do things you never thought you could do.
They say love changes people, I’ve heard it a lot recently, I do admit, I have fallen in love. I will also admit that yes it has changed me. I care about another person more than I care about myself. I no longer go to bed early, I stay up late into the night just to talk to him on the phone. I don’t mope about anymore I am almost always smiling and in definitely a happier person. Yes, I have changed. I admit it, but it’s not a bad thing. I’m saying this because some people think it is. They are the people I doubt have ever truly loved. When you love somebody you do change, you become happier and you want to spend every moment with them. You know that you will have bad times with the person you love, but you know that your love is stronger than any problem that may stand in your way.
Again, I have changed. I noticed it today. I love the most amazing guy in the whole world with all my heart, and it is because of him that today changed from a terrible day into a day I will never forget.
i finally setup a tri-boot on my laptop. i have succesfully installed (ordered from greatest to crappiest) Ubuntu Linux, Mac OSX, and Windows XP, all living in perfect harmony. my geekness has been confirmed yet again. admit it, you’re jealous.
I’m finished with highschool, well unofficially, graduation is saturday. I’m excited that I have such an amazing life to look forward to. I can’t wait to get some college under my belt, and who knows maybe I’ll be able to keep a few of the friends now, they are amazing and I’m not quite ready to let them go. But in the end I know it’s all for the best, here’s to the future.
i am now officially back in class which means i will be hating my life once again. this semester marks the first of a 3 semester long marathon of straight classes. all i can say is it’s gonna suck. the only good side is the light at the end of the tunnel (a.k.a. graduation (a.k.a. getting a job (a.k.a. $$$))). if what i hear is true, and the more you hate your life while you are in school, the more you’ll enjoy it afterwards, then i have quite a bit to look forward too. anyway, gotta run or i’ll be late to class.
Today was the last day of class for me at the infamous Gainesville State College. Finals are over, and I did pretty well. Now for the bad part: I have the summer off, but after that it’s on to North Georgia College and State University. Most seniors are ecstatic about this part of their lives that is about to begin, but why don’t I share their bliss?
I’ve attended GSC part time for the past two semesters, and while it has its perks I don’t feel that it’s going to be a blast. It’s going to be A LOT of hard work and that part doesn’t excite me too much. Also the whole distance thing, not only am I going away from my family, and all my highschool friends are going their seperate ways, but I’m going even farther from Drew. That’s the hardest thing for me to handle I guess, it’s expected that I’m going to leave my family, and that me and my friends will lose contact, but to not be able to see Drew, that’s going to be the hardest thing for me.
How am I suppose to go a whole five days without seeing my friends (from highschool), my family, and Drew? I mean it’s hard enough to not see Drew for five days now, but what about in a couple months. Things only naturally get more serious with time, it’s not going to be easy. Then again, nothing worthwhile is.
so i just realized i’ve spend the past day or two working on this site without adding any real content to it, so here we go. next week marks my last week as a co-op at inpo. it’s both good and bad in a way. i really enjoyed my time there and am sad to have to go (even sadder to see the paychecks go). the good news is that it means i am that much closer to graduating. 4 more semesters of classes and i’m out!
With senior year coming to a close, graduation plans are beginning to take form. With one exception, my biological grandfather is standing us up, again. He was never a real good father to my dad. He would make promises he never intending on keeping, guess some things never change. Why would you build up the hype to something as serious as graduation if you know that if you don’t show up because you “don’t feel like it” that your family will be hurt. I hope I’m never like that, he’s an amazing guy, or so I hear, I guess since I never see him I’ll just have to assume it’s true.
after 2 days of intense wordpress tweaking, our new blog is finally usuable. i think it’s turned out quite nicely, although there is still quite a bit i’d like to do. if you are reading this (and i assume you are), please feel free to register and comment on anything you see here.