not a lot has happened since my last post, so I guess I’ll fill you in on the few eventful moments. I’m really trying to destress, for a few reasons a)stress is bad for your face (a.k.a acne), b)it’s bad for your body (weight gain or loss), c)and your not a happy person, which is NEVER a good thing. I’ve done really well with it too, there are a couple glitches in my plan though, the biggest one is that my parental units aren’t wanting to fill out the parent loan for college. Superman had kryptonite, I have limited financial funds. It aggravates me to no end and it seems like there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I can’t be completely negative though, my life is really great, I just joined our church officially!! I’m working on my relationship with God. I’ve been a total slacker in that department lately. The results I’ve gotten though are really great. It seems that no matter how bad my home situation is God never gives me more than I can handle, and He always provides me a way out. That’s been my life in a nutshell lately.
If there is one thing I’ve learned at all this summer, it’s the importance of being who you are, not acting like somebody else, or changing yourself for another person in any way shape or form, but to remain simply you. Everyone is amazing in their own right.
I know conformity is a part of high school, that was the part I liked the least. But it shouldn’t be an accepted part of life. God made us all original and unique for a reason, if He wanted us all to be the same, He would of created us that way.
Lately things have been so choatic, I thought I was on summer “vacation”, yeah it’s not looking that way at all. Well I do have one good thing going for me, and that is Drew. When I’m with him, all the stress and everything just vanishes. It’s quite amazing, I can go from being a mental wreck when I’m at home, to no worries at all when I’m with him. Could that be what they mean when they say “The power of Love”? In my own experience, love has taken me to a place I never thought I would be, I’m happy, I feel satisfied with just being me, and I am very optimistic towards my future, praying that somehow he’ll be in it with me. Love can move mountains, Love can overcome anything, Love can at the end of the day make you realize the whole purpose for your existence, and realize how amazing it truly is to be in love.
I know I’m young, and that makes me even more glad that I have found love at where I am in life now. I don’t know where I would be without having Drew right there beside me. Love is an amazing thing, and pretty powerful too. That’s pretty much it, my home life is less than desirable, but when I’m not at home sure makes up for it. For those times I am without a doubt the luckiest person alive.
so it’s been quite some time since my last post, mainly because school really sucks. it’s not so much that i spend all my time doing school work, but the stress of knowing that i should be is quite draining. other than that, life is good. mandy and i went to see the fireworks at the mall of georgia last night. the show was mediocre, but the company more than made up for it. being with her makes normally anguishing events (such as being stuck in traffic for over an hour after the fireworks) actually enjoyable.
in other news, i finally got my ota hdtv working today. yes, it is everything they say it is and more. i highly recommend it.